Accept the harsh of reality and truth.

Been very upset for a long time. Just that I 强演欢笑 so that I can pass my days. Today I finally accepted the truth that I have alway been escaping in my heart.

Today I admitted my mistakes and found the ultimate answer.

I admit that I made the wrong choice in my life, I made a wrong judgement on a person.
I admit my candles of fame have been chop off half since things started to happen.
I admit that my candles no longer glow as bright as before

Today I no longer punish myself with mistakes pple make. I no longer find excuses for pple who make mistakes.

I admit the mistake I make, that doesnt mean I run away the responsibilities of my mistake I made. I shall learn how to cope with things that arise and tackle it well. I will continue to learn in life journey to become a better person.

Read a religious article few days ago, I re-read it again. I found the sentence really touch my heart.
When I embrace this truth, I bless myself.

Wish me Good Luck and keep me in your prayer and blessing.

Last but not least, from Today onward I'll be a happier person.

回家

明天就要飞到台湾的我, 昨天把妹妹送到妈妈家去. 因为知道我会回去老妈特地下厨. 虽然只是简单的几道菜, 吃到我的心头里可是很幸福的. 平时晚饭是吃很少的,不过昨天我把一大碗的饭都吃完了. 很奇妙回到家心反而不会感到那么不舒服. 家是一个地方你知道不管发生任何事时你回被首到保护. 很想念家,想念大家在一起吃饭,大家吵翻天的时候!!! 老爸曾说过不管发生任何事这里永远是我的家.

Covered Shoes Size 2

Yippee!!! I manage to buy a pair of covered shoes!!! Must be wondering why am I so happy? I have a size 3 feet. At times when I buy size 3 heels, it can also be too big for me, not to even mention abt covered shoes. I were shopping at West Mall, and I spotted a pair of covered shoes. Try it on and it fitted. I took a look it was size 3. I knew I have to give it up as times goes by shoes will become loose... Not giving up I went to the assistant and ask what their smallest size for this model. To my delight she told me there is 1 size smaller. It fitted so well on me, w/o any hesitation I paid for it.

Hubby say that he never see me so happy abt buying a pair of $25++(after discount) shoes. I told him even if its $80++ I will also pay for it. This is my first pair of covered shoes other than my school shoes and sport shoes. Im hoping it doesnt worn out so easily....

New HairStyle - Short Hair

March this year, I permed my hair, it gave me a very different look. 2 weeks ago, I had a very short hair cut. Some reason why I decided not to keep my long hair.

1. Hair was damaged after permed.


2. Very inspired by A-Mei's hairstyle


3. Need a brand new look

Many pple ask me why did I bear to cut it so short. I have been keeping long hair for 3 years and its really time for a fresher look.

My New Hairstyle

Urgent Leave

Today I were on urgent leave.... Why? Not becos something happen at home. Becos too much thing happen at work.

The moment I think of turning up for work tml stress me up. The whole of yesterday night I couldnt sleep. That not my usual habit. At 10pm I usually will be very tired and need to turn in before 1030pm. I stay awake all night long...... When morning alarm went off, my heart suddenly start to beat very fast!!! I wake my hubby up, I told him my heart is feeling very unwell.

3 years ago, when I had mild depression I also had this type of heart racing feeling.

Seriously work is very stressed up lately. Even hubby is getting phobia of my work..... The other day he saw me with a paper bag, he immediately ask "You bring your work back home again?" Yes!!! I have been bringing work back home to do.... Even on MC also have to work from home. When every other thing is not being cared by anyone, I have to care.... But who appreciate? Not being appreciated is a minor issue, but why things turn ard at me? People bitching on MSN abt me, trying to play politics against me!!! Seriously Im not interested in any games of politics, I just want to go to work at 9am, knock off at 6pm. I dont need to answer for so many pple things, read so many pple emails. When every other pple didnt turn up for work, it became my business...... When I have to do every other pple work and my work became backlog.

When will all these nonsense thing stop? Enough is enough!!! Now you know the reason why I just cant wait to go for my taiwan trip.

Hubby shoot his favorite sentence again: Not happy, quit, stay home annd company the dogs.

At 11:51pm, my heart is still having the racing beat. For that salary amt every mth, not worth it!!!

刮痧 Facial

Yesterday Mom came my place for 刮痧 facial. I have try this facial for a few times and really like it very much. This facial will help not only to moisturise your face, it will also help to lift up your face. Yee Ran help Mom to do half of the face so that result can be compared. To see is to believe.

Mom's right side of the face is MUCH smaller, right eye more lifted up and the most obvious is the cheek line (right side is so much shorter than the left side).


PS: Anyone who is interested in this facial may contact me at jasnghy@gmail.com

Immediate Family Members

My Immediate Family Members are:

1. My Dad


2. My Mom


3. My 3 Sisters


4. My 3 Dogs


5. My Spouse

 

*Roll Eyes*

Baking Day

I spend one of the weekend staying at home to do some baking. Baking is no easy task!!! Take alot of practise and experience to perfect it. Mine were almost close to complete flop.

I did a quiche for the dogs.


First Batch of Quiche


2nd Batch of Quiche
I realise that my oven is hotter further inside. Hence when those inner placed quiche all are burnt.


Same Batch but this turn out perfectly okay.


I make some muffins as well!!
First batch of muffins




Results are badly burnt hump back whale!!!


2nd batch of muffins


Results were okay. I adjusted the temperature abit lower.


3rd batch of muffins
Err same temperature not sure why it turned out burnt.


Anyway I felt it was a good try, I get to know my oven better and the "agaration" of quantity was much better. Look forward to the next baking session.

Turning Blue

Oh yeah and maybe green too!!! Office air con is real god damn cold!!! Its so cold that it make my finger ache!!!! Back in ex co, ops manager got us 1 pair of gloves each as the air con is just as bad.

I msn her checking with her where to buy the gloves. It was indeed a blessing that she have extra pairs of glove. We met up for lunch since the location of our company is pretty near. Tks so much Cherie, for both the gloves and lunch. Lovely her gave me 2 pairs, Im going to bring 1 pair to Taiwan.

Tagged!!!

1) What is/are the name of your dog(s)?
Buffy & Oreo

2) How does your dog(s) live up to his/her name?
Buffy got her name from SPCA, we thought it suit her well as only her ears are brown.

Oreo has some white furs at her chest, perfectly suit the black cookies with white cream.

3) Name an endearing characteristic of your dog(s)
Buffy is a Missy dog. She behave like a cat at times. If she has a human transform she is going to be spoilt princess.

Oreo is forever busy dog. She can be busy for nothing. With her ard its hungry dog festival 24/7.

4) What has your dog(s) trained you or anyone to do?
Buffy is so scare of cutting nails. Whenever she know u have the intention to cut her nails she shiver like mad. The best thing is you didnt breathe a word abt cutting nails..... My mom will start nagging and I think she kept the nail cutter from me. >.<"' Oh well my mom bring her to the groomer to cut her nails. She alway say Im a dog abuser....... and she rather pay!!!!!! *roll eyes*

My mom again..... She likes to feed Oreo behind my back. Whenever she see Oreo she goes "Aiya why you so skinny", then she start taking PACKETS of treats (expensive treats) from her bag and start the buffet.....

5) What habit of your dog(s) irks you the most?
Buffy likes to chew her paw!!!!

Oreo eat her poo.... I have totally no idea how to correct her. We tried all sort of methods.... Now we try to outdoor train her. At times of emergency, she just need to do it at home and tt when her irritating behaviour will start.

6) What do you love most about your dog(s)?
Everything!!! Becos they love my everything!!!!

Way Back Into Love

I heard the Chinese version over the radio today. I still prefer the Original version. I love the lyrics and Drew Barrymore's voice.

[Verse 1]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

[Verse 2]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!

[Middle-eight]
(Drew Barrymore)
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!



Chinese Version

Double Eye Lid

Im well know for my big single eye lid eyes. My Dad has one of the eye with double eye lid and the other with a inner double lid. My Mom has a pair of beautiful double eye lid eyes. Second Sister look exactly like Mom because she inherited my mom's beautiful pair of eyes. 3rd of 4th Sister inherited their eyes from Dad. Since young Im the odd one out...... But lately some changes happen to my eyes....... Unbelievable!!! My left eyes start to have very obvious double eye lid and my right eyes start to have the inner double eye lid.

Sometimes back was deciding to go for double eye lid surgery, now I think I can save the moolah!!!

I swear and cross my heart, I did not use any glue nor tape to create the double eye lid. Neither is the picture being photoshop edited.

Melamine

Now China and the whole of Asia is in a panicking mood of this Melamine issues. Seriously, I just cant understand why some merchant can be so inmorale. Milk are such essential in pple lifestyle, the most sickening thing is innocent baby getting sick after drinking the affected milk. Did the merchant ever have this question pop in their mind when they did such inmorale act? What if its they family/friends/baby dieing becos of their act? What a shame on such merchant.

I also bought a box of Mini Poppers some time back. After news came out, I went to check, indeed it was made in China. I quickly threw it away. I took 3 packet and my hubby took 1. GP say it shouldnt cause much harm to us as we do not constantly intake it. Phew.......

A Mei Star Tour Concert

Yesterday, Cousin and ! went for A Mei Star Tour Concert. This is the best concert I ever went!!! Super High Concert!!! Everyone was singing and dancing with her thru the whole concert. Everyone was as high as her. Cousin and I clapped our hands until brusied. LOL!!!

When I sang along with her, it was so touching that my tears naturally row down my cheeks. 失恋的人我建议还是不要去看她的演唱会, 你会泪如雨下. Too Touching!!!

A Mei is really a superstar, her voice and her performance can be super high and super touching. Not many singer can do this!!!

This year we bought the second most expensive tickets, next year onward I'll definetly buy the most expensive ticket. I swear I'll make an effort to attend her concert whenever she is here to organise one.





Cousin and Me. (Doesnt we look alike? LOL!!!)


四面舞台


I were too high too touched to take pictures. Basically cant tk very good pics as well, cos we were at the second level.

The Chronicle

The Naggy Old Hag(OK its Me), The Hungry Dog(aka Oreo) and The Grouchy Old Man(aka Ah Boy).

Just Joking.... Muhahaha LOL.

We believe in training our dogs. We reward them with food whenever they obey each command. No yelling. no screaming, they will sit obediently while waiting for their food to be serve.

Prawn Fishing

Last Sunday, Hubby and I went to Jalan Kayu to have the famous prata, nothing really that fantastic though and their service sux big time.

We head down to Bishan for prawn fishing, something we have been talking abt but never have the time to do it. Since we were in the area, we decided to give prawn fishing a try.

Both of us happily paid for the rod and started to fish, but we didnt know how to really fish the prawn. The family beside us was really friendly, they thought us the technique to fish the prawn. After 0.5hrs, both of us had our first catch.

Some prawns came with 2 long pincher, when we try to remove the hook from the prawn, their pincher will will pinch you and will not let go!!!! The family were friendly enough to help us as we basically have no tools.

Next time anyone wanna go for prawn fishing, pls bring the following:

1. Own Bait (Cockles are the best but provided farm allow it)


2. Small Pliers (To remove the hook from the stubborn prawn)


3. Cutter (To cut away the prawn's pincher)


4. Paper Plate (Cos the farm we went didnt provide it)


5. Styrofoam box (if you wanna bring the prawn back uncooked)


6. Many Cash (Cos the farm we went only accept cash)

Hubby and Me (Pardon my no make up and oily face...)


Our Catch!!!


We fish abt 3 hrs and manage to fish 7 prawns.
$60 divide by 7 Prawns = These prawns are very expensive!!!